Monday, August 11, 2008

Amanda, COME BACK!

Dear Amanda,

I think you forgot something at the house, I think you need to turn around and come back...NOW.

In other news, this is my last week of math...for the summer. I'm a little stressed out, because even though I am thrilled that it ends so soon which gives me a few weeks of freedom before PLU classes start, but once those start I have to start up my math again to get that finished... So thats 17 PLU credits plus driving to Ft. Stellacom every few days for math. And all of this will determine whether or not I graduate at a reasonable date. No pressure though. Ugh, I wish this could all be over. I feel like I should prepare a speech for somebody to plea for a break. But I dont know how that would go over. Ohh well, I suppose I will have to "git er done" as they say.

I know this sounds silly too, but I'm feeling very weird lately and I don't really feel like anything is going my way. I feel like I want something but I can't put my finger on it and then I get upset and spend the day in my room pouting. HOW EMO. But I don't think it's emo in the sort of way that we normally think of as emo...I'm not wearing skinny jeans and wearing my hair in a faux hawk any time soon or anything but I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm pretty down in the dumps, and I have been for some time. But it's gotten particularly bad recently, but I truly can't put my finger on why. I would love to figure it out but I just can't. UGH feel bad for me haha.

OK well, that's all I feel like writing about right now. HOLLER.

2 comments:

Amanda said...

You are probably feeling crappy because your favortite roommate is gone!

I miss you and I wish that I could just come back for the weekend and hang out or something.

I <3 you! And I hope that you feel better. Please call me if you need to talk.

Amanda said...

Also, the long message you left me (even though you had called at an un-godly hour) was SO NICE. I almost started crying. I miss you!